20 JULAI 2011

npe sume ni jd dkt ak???ak xsngup doe,,,ak kehilangan MAMA yg TERSAYANG~

Ak taw sume ni takdir,,jd ak kne redha,,,ak xleyh hdup tnpe mama ak,,,

npe mama tngal azie,,,azie keseowngan ma,,,,

mama kn ok lg?shat?bru je borak2 dgn azie sblom ni...

bli kn bju raye tuk azie,,,sume mama blikn tok azie..ap yg azie nk sume ad,,,tp skrg??

npe tgl azie tok slameye,,,klu mama taw azie asyk nges je teregt mama

smbil peluk bju mama yg last pakai...

ma,,msuk hsptl pun mgjut,,,sblom ni xpnh,,,,smpat azie jge mama

azie xksh mama mcm mne skli pun,,azie sdyh,,,time tu,,sdyh sngt,,tgk mama da plik..

npe mama msuk high depency ward scre mgjut.azie xtaw..ttbe je hlng 

mse azie nek ats tgk ma dkt blik,,,nurse ckp mama da tkr ward...

mse ptg tu jgk mama koma smpai mama mghmbus nfas terakhr,,sblom mama

koma,,azie msuk jmpe mama,,azie mtk maaf dgn mama,,azie kn ckp kat mama"ma msti kuat"

azie cium dahi ma,,ma try tok ckp azie dgn nurul tp,,,,doktor mrh mama ckp...cz

nfas mama sngt lemah mse tu,,,azie xthan doe tgk ma time tuh,,,sebak glerr,,trpkse kuar~sorry~

mse pg rabu 20/07/2011..7.00a.m

azie tros msk ward mama,,n bce ysin,,,lpas je bje ysin 

azie bwt solat hajat mama nk sruh ma kuat tp lpas azie msok smle ward ma

mama sngt lemah,,kuman da mrbak ke slruh bdan,,,,,,azie tros je mntak maaf dgn mama

"azie mntak maaf dr hjung rmbut hingga hjung kaki,terima ksih mendidik azie"

air mata mama menitis wlaupun dy koma...azie sebak ma time tu

ak bsikan dua kalimah syahaadah dkt telinga mama,,,mesin pun da xberfngsi lg,,

mama tnglkn azie tok slamenye,,mama mnghmbskn nafas terakhr,,,

diri ku bgaikn nk mati sme dgn ma skli...cz ak da xde tmpat ak nk luah prsaan..

azie hrap mama maafkn azie...smge mama dicucuri rahmat,,ditmpatkn tmpt2 owg

yg beriman dan beramal soleh,,,

sesngguhny mama ak IBU YG TERBEK in the WORLD~

~AL-FATIHAH~

epy~sad,,,,BROKEN!

smlm pnye la cter,,akak ak,,,blnje tgk wyang!!REZEKI beb.,..EPY THAP DEWA~

mklum la,,pra tonton kl gangtersz,,owg len xtgk lg,,ak da tgk~

tp mlngnye ak sowng" je dy sbok je berkepit dgn si laki dy~

smpai je mm,,tros g wyang n blnje plk ak popcorn,air n so on>>msk je pngung tros tgk 3 site je tngl,,,mklum la dtg lwt skit~ttbe" je akak ak suh ak duk kat sblh mamat ni,,,nsem doe!!glerr beb nsem sngt...tp pkwe ak lg nsem kot..,,mamat ni,,agak" umur sme dgn ak..hhaaahh,,dhla sowng" je...hahahh,,,akak ak ckp,,tackle r dy,,ak ckp blek kat akak ak,,,glerr r ko,,,mrh pkwe ak...time tu ak tgh txting dgn ehem" ak...tp da syok sngt tgk KL GANGTERSZ smpai xblz msg dy>>

selesai je wyang,,ak tros txt dy,,tp mamat ni bwt hal plk,,,tp ak taw r bad mood,,,ak knl sngt dgn dy tuh>

smpai la ary ni dy bwt hal dgn ak,,pg,,ak col dye ckp,,dye skit perut sngt" smpai xleyh bls txt ak,,ok xpela ak fham~ttbe je tghri dye col ckp ni lst col dr dy~kple hontak ko,,ingt ak ni cm ne,,glerrr nnti rndu ko>>ko ckp kat ak "zila jgn nges",,tp ak da nges la glerr,,,ak syg ko weyh~ak pun da tension sngt trus ltk nset ak,,

mamat ni plk g bgtaw kat kwn dy,,ak nges n tlng pjuk ak,,,mlu la ak ko bgtaw owng...ak col ko,,ko off nset smpai skrg,,ko nk ak trseksa ke,,,rndu ko,,,ko taw x tgl 1 ary lg ak nk txt ko,,,nnti ak da nk g skola

DON'T BE LIKE THIS r~ak xske weyh,,,,,ak SAYANG ko KETAT".

kn ak da ckp,,ak ssh nk syg owng,,,klu da syg ko,,jgn angn la ak lpe ko...

papepun ak nk ko taw ak sayang ko sngt2 weyh>>

i <3 u,,,,miz u dear~

SDEYH GLERRR BANGAN WEYH~

ak da serik kne brokenheart tp ak xnk dgn ko~

ilysm!!!

                                   p/s:tolong la bke nset ko~

                                       jgn bwt cm ni kat ak

                                           ak syang ko~

you said 'I LOVE U'

Btol ke ap yg ko ckp ni??jgn la tpu aku,,

ak xske ditpu n dpermaenkn,,,jgn la maenkn ak,,,ak pun SAYANG jgk kat ko

ak xnk da dpermaenkn,,ak da SERIK la..ak HEART ko KETAT" ni,,

ak xnk r flashback blek ksh ak dgn si dy dlu,,ckup mnydhkn>>xtaw still menghrp atau x>>

never said 'I LOVE U' for him,,xmcm ko skrg,,slalu je bls ap yg ko ckp kat ak,,cz krenye 

mmg btola ak SAYANG ko KETAT",,,jd ko jgn menkn ak~

sumpah!!ak xpnh menkn ko,,tnye la membe ak yg len,,,SAYANG gler kat ko,,always said RINDU ko,,

ko je yg xtaw,,smpai jd angau dh ak ni kat skola>>owng ak pngil dgn name ko..*mlu n bengan glerr

ak nk ko,,ak xnk owg len~so don't break my HEART again,,

you said I LOVE U, i said sewel,,glerr,,x waras n so on ,,mean I LOVE U too...haahahaha